The goal for now is to get him prepared for something bigger, not to make him come. Heine doesn't stop moving his hand on his cock, however, in hopes that the carnal pleasure of that will distract him from any discomfort. Even when Jade thrusts up, Heine doesn't pause.

When he feels Jade relax just enough, he starts to pump two fingers in and out of his ass. He's as gentle as he can be. It takes some force, though, especially when he starts spreading his fingers apart inside Jade, and pushing them deeper to feel how well he's taking it. Despite himself, Heine is breathing more heavily, eyelids lowered as he looks down at his student sprawled and half naked on his bed.

For the first time Heine admits to himself that he, too, wants this. He wants to fuck Jade and be inside him, to feel the heat of his body and know the intimacy of sex with him.

Even if he still can't say why.